BJ and I decided we wanted to get matching tattoos. Of something that makes sense only to us.
Something personal and special.
And this weekend we went and got our matching tattoos..... On our fingers!!
We got a lot of people voicing there opinions about us getting finger tattoos but to us none of them made any difference when it came to us making this decision.
For me personally I wasn't going to get something huge, in-your-face or stupid. I was going to get something special. Something that no matter what, at any time of day i can look down and see... Something that will always put a smile on my face.
So we go the Pi symbol.
BJ got his in Black (as well as a lightening bolt on his other hand) and I got mine in Pink.
Keep your pies away from us as these are our Pi dipping fingers!
xx
Smorgy
P.S: There may be a Fork This epsiode about this coming soon :)
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Monday, July 11, 2011
Fork This Episode 6
Here is the latest episode of Fork This.
Our friends from Nashville, TN sent over a little care package for us and we unveiled it all infront of the camera for you.
Make sure you watch till the end to see some funny Cooper footage.
xx
Smorgy
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Our friends from Nashville, TN sent over a little care package for us and we unveiled it all infront of the camera for you.
Make sure you watch till the end to see some funny Cooper footage.
xx
Smorgy
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Wednesday, July 6, 2011
Pretty Damn Proud
This isn't something that I would normally share with the world but I am pretty happy with myself right now and just wanted you all to know about it.
Over the last few years my weight has been going crazy. When BJ and I went traveling for 6 months I was able to lose a little bit of weight (Mainly due to the fact that I didn't eat so that he could) but not an amount I was proud of.
After coming back from that trip I quickly gain what I had lost back on... And then more!
I became quiet embarrassed by my body. I didn't think anything looked good on me, I didn't want anyone to see me naked... I didn't want to see me naked. I was ashamed about the way I looked. Which didn't help me, It just made things worse.
At the start of 2010 I got to the point that I thought 'I need to do something'... I was eating better then I ever had, which didn't make any difference... So I decided to stop drinking Coca Cola.
Now anyone who knows me knows that this wasn't an easy thing for me. When I was in high school I was drinking around 2Lt a day, I'd have it for breakfast. I was an addict. I'm nuts for Coke AND Coke products. Hell I traveled to the other side of the world so I could go to the World of Coca Cola in Atlanta, Georgia.
I had previously cut back to a can a day (mostly). I had to before we traveled overseas because I couldn't afford to keep up that addiction and travel the world.
So then this time I was a lot harder on myself. I wasn't allowed ANY coke.
I was soooo sick for the first couple of weeks. It was a really hard thing to do.
In November 2010 I joined a small training group and was doing a class once a week. This was a hard step for me. I feared people would be looking at me, judging me. I did a 6 week session before Christmas. It was the hardest things to do at the beginning... I felt like I was dying afterwards. But I toughed it out and stuck with it.
I continued with the training at the start of 2011 and was slowly losing small amounts of weight over time. I started feeling fitter but I still couldn't physically see any change in me.
In about March people started making comments. Asking if I'd lost weight, telling me I was looking good. I didn't believe them and just brushed it off. Always commented with an 'I hope so' instead of just a confident 'Thank you'.
At the beginning of June I went shopping with BJ. I hate clothes shopping because I could never find anything that I thought looked good, but I was desperate for some pants and so I would going to suck it up and try my best to find some.
This day, I bought a pair of jeans... I haven't worn jeans for at least 7 years. They fit, they looked good, I was shocked. I actually bought quiet a few items of clothing, which is rare for me.
I was nervous about wearing these jeans out in public. I mean BJ told me they looked good, but he'd say that if I was covered in rotting fish. He practically made me wear them that whole weekend and it took me awhile to actually feel comfortable in them but now I'm quiet happy to put them on.
So that was a HUGE step for me. To actually look in the mirror, at myself wearing jeans and think 'You know they actually don't look that bad'. I'm still shocked by this.
At the end of May I started a different type of class (Through the same group). It was a Hula Hooping class. I've already been pretty decent at hooping and thought it was something fun and different to try.
It was an 8 week session and it was a lot of fun. I learnt some fancy tricks and really enjoyed each week. It was a really full-on class which I'm sure most people wouldn't expect, But check out these mad bruises.
Today I returned to do another 8 weeks of Hula Hooping.
When I got to the venue my instructor asked me if i wanted to do a weigh in and get measured. This is something we did every now and then and I hadn't done since mid May and I have to admit I was curious. I mean the comments have continued, even BJ's started commenting on the differences he was noticing.
I jumped on the scales and closed my eyes... I heard my instructor say 'Oh My God!' so I opened my eyes and looked down. I was gobsmacked. Since my last way in about 10 weeks prior, I'd lost over 9kg.
I didn't know what to say. I don't quiet know how it happened. But reality kind of kicked and and finally I could see that I have actually changed. My waist is smaller. My legs and arms are thinner. I've lost a couple of chins. (Unfortunately lost some off the boobs too.)
Then my instructor measured me. Added it all up and 'Wow!'.... 27 cm's in total.
I am amazed.
She told me how great that was but then it just didn't sink in. I went and sat down and of course messaged BJ and tweeted but didn't give anyone any details. I did the class (which was exhausting after 2 weeks off) and the whole time I just kept thinking about it. When I was driving home i decided I wanted to blog about it and share it as I'm pretty FUCKEN proud of myself right now.
It's been a LONG road with lot's of downhills but finally I'm seeing the light at the end and I can go to bed with a smile on my face tonight knowing that I couldn't probably get out that bag of clothes that no longer fitted me and I wouldn't have to squeeze myself into them, they'd probably fit now.
This blog is very long winded but I wanted to share my story. I know there are a lot of people out there who struggle with losing weight and I just wanted to give them some hope that it CAN and WILL happen if you just stick to it.
xx
Smorgy
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Over the last few years my weight has been going crazy. When BJ and I went traveling for 6 months I was able to lose a little bit of weight (Mainly due to the fact that I didn't eat so that he could) but not an amount I was proud of.
After coming back from that trip I quickly gain what I had lost back on... And then more!
I became quiet embarrassed by my body. I didn't think anything looked good on me, I didn't want anyone to see me naked... I didn't want to see me naked. I was ashamed about the way I looked. Which didn't help me, It just made things worse.
At the start of 2010 I got to the point that I thought 'I need to do something'... I was eating better then I ever had, which didn't make any difference... So I decided to stop drinking Coca Cola.
Now anyone who knows me knows that this wasn't an easy thing for me. When I was in high school I was drinking around 2Lt a day, I'd have it for breakfast. I was an addict. I'm nuts for Coke AND Coke products. Hell I traveled to the other side of the world so I could go to the World of Coca Cola in Atlanta, Georgia.
| BJ and I with the Coca Cola Bear |
| Me and my World of Coca Cola Tickets |
I had previously cut back to a can a day (mostly). I had to before we traveled overseas because I couldn't afford to keep up that addiction and travel the world.
So then this time I was a lot harder on myself. I wasn't allowed ANY coke.
I was soooo sick for the first couple of weeks. It was a really hard thing to do.
In November 2010 I joined a small training group and was doing a class once a week. This was a hard step for me. I feared people would be looking at me, judging me. I did a 6 week session before Christmas. It was the hardest things to do at the beginning... I felt like I was dying afterwards. But I toughed it out and stuck with it.
I continued with the training at the start of 2011 and was slowly losing small amounts of weight over time. I started feeling fitter but I still couldn't physically see any change in me.
In about March people started making comments. Asking if I'd lost weight, telling me I was looking good. I didn't believe them and just brushed it off. Always commented with an 'I hope so' instead of just a confident 'Thank you'.
At the beginning of June I went shopping with BJ. I hate clothes shopping because I could never find anything that I thought looked good, but I was desperate for some pants and so I would going to suck it up and try my best to find some.
This day, I bought a pair of jeans... I haven't worn jeans for at least 7 years. They fit, they looked good, I was shocked. I actually bought quiet a few items of clothing, which is rare for me.
I was nervous about wearing these jeans out in public. I mean BJ told me they looked good, but he'd say that if I was covered in rotting fish. He practically made me wear them that whole weekend and it took me awhile to actually feel comfortable in them but now I'm quiet happy to put them on.
So that was a HUGE step for me. To actually look in the mirror, at myself wearing jeans and think 'You know they actually don't look that bad'. I'm still shocked by this.
At the end of May I started a different type of class (Through the same group). It was a Hula Hooping class. I've already been pretty decent at hooping and thought it was something fun and different to try.
It was an 8 week session and it was a lot of fun. I learnt some fancy tricks and really enjoyed each week. It was a really full-on class which I'm sure most people wouldn't expect, But check out these mad bruises.
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| My left hand the morning after hooping |
Today I returned to do another 8 weeks of Hula Hooping.
When I got to the venue my instructor asked me if i wanted to do a weigh in and get measured. This is something we did every now and then and I hadn't done since mid May and I have to admit I was curious. I mean the comments have continued, even BJ's started commenting on the differences he was noticing.
I jumped on the scales and closed my eyes... I heard my instructor say 'Oh My God!' so I opened my eyes and looked down. I was gobsmacked. Since my last way in about 10 weeks prior, I'd lost over 9kg.
NINE-FUCKEN-KILOGRAMS!!!
I didn't know what to say. I don't quiet know how it happened. But reality kind of kicked and and finally I could see that I have actually changed. My waist is smaller. My legs and arms are thinner. I've lost a couple of chins. (Unfortunately lost some off the boobs too.)
Then my instructor measured me. Added it all up and 'Wow!'.... 27 cm's in total.
I am amazed.
She told me how great that was but then it just didn't sink in. I went and sat down and of course messaged BJ and tweeted but didn't give anyone any details. I did the class (which was exhausting after 2 weeks off) and the whole time I just kept thinking about it. When I was driving home i decided I wanted to blog about it and share it as I'm pretty FUCKEN proud of myself right now.
It's been a LONG road with lot's of downhills but finally I'm seeing the light at the end and I can go to bed with a smile on my face tonight knowing that I couldn't probably get out that bag of clothes that no longer fitted me and I wouldn't have to squeeze myself into them, they'd probably fit now.
This blog is very long winded but I wanted to share my story. I know there are a lot of people out there who struggle with losing weight and I just wanted to give them some hope that it CAN and WILL happen if you just stick to it.
xx
Smorgy
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| My excited face because I haven't fitted into this jumper for years |
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| Me in my jeans - Doesn't really show you much but it's the only one I have |
Monday, July 4, 2011
My Goals - July
I did so well with achieving my June goals that today i wrote up a list of 10 goals for July that i thought i'd share with you.
1/ Cook once a week - I dont care if it's dinner or just some cookies but i want to get in the kitchen more
2/ Re-organize my wardrobe & tidy my room - My wardrobe is overflown and i need a better system for my clothes
3/ Get my resin out - It's been SOOOOO long since i did so this month I'm going to make it happen
4/ Find some memory boxes - I have two things i collect and i need an appropraite place to store them
5/ Eat less fast food - I'm not eating it too much these days but still think I could cut it back a bit more
6/ Practice my hooping more regularly - I recently did an 8 week hula hooping class (and have started another 8 weeks) but i find it hard to get in some time at home to have a spin
7/ Call my car insurer - I put a claim in after some guy hit my car back on March and STILL haven't heard anything from the insurance company... I'd like to know what the hell is going on
8/ Start a glory box - My partner and I are saving for a home but obviously we are going to need lots of things when it is time to move out. So i want to get a start on that
9/ Clean car inside and out - I've had Norman now for 9 months and only given him one bath in all that time, he's waaaaay overdue
10/ Finish BAS - This one is work related. Every time the BAS comes up i get swapped with work and always have to rush through it last minute while I'm stressing out... Not this time!
So they are my goals for July.
I'll keep you updated on how i go with them
xx
Smorgy Pin It
1/ Cook once a week - I dont care if it's dinner or just some cookies but i want to get in the kitchen more
2/ Re-organize my wardrobe & tidy my room - My wardrobe is overflown and i need a better system for my clothes
3/ Get my resin out - It's been SOOOOO long since i did so this month I'm going to make it happen
4/ Find some memory boxes - I have two things i collect and i need an appropraite place to store them
5/ Eat less fast food - I'm not eating it too much these days but still think I could cut it back a bit more
6/ Practice my hooping more regularly - I recently did an 8 week hula hooping class (and have started another 8 weeks) but i find it hard to get in some time at home to have a spin
7/ Call my car insurer - I put a claim in after some guy hit my car back on March and STILL haven't heard anything from the insurance company... I'd like to know what the hell is going on
8/ Start a glory box - My partner and I are saving for a home but obviously we are going to need lots of things when it is time to move out. So i want to get a start on that
9/ Clean car inside and out - I've had Norman now for 9 months and only given him one bath in all that time, he's waaaaay overdue
10/ Finish BAS - This one is work related. Every time the BAS comes up i get swapped with work and always have to rush through it last minute while I'm stressing out... Not this time!
So they are my goals for July.
I'll keep you updated on how i go with them
xx
Smorgy Pin It
Fork This - Episode 5
In this weeks episode of Fork This i decide to try and explain what Fork This is.
Fork This - 005 from BJ Carter on Vimeo.
Enjoy
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Fork This - 005 from BJ Carter on Vimeo.
Enjoy
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Monday, June 27, 2011
Fork This Slacker
I've been very slack with posting a blog when our new 'Fork This' episodes go up.
So here is one to catch you guys up on our podcast.
Episode 2:
Fork This - 002 from BJ Carter on Vimeo.
Episode 3:
Fork This - 003 from BJ Carter on Vimeo.
Episode 4:
FTI TV - 004 from BJ Carter on Vimeo.
I promise i'll be less of a slacker in future and get these to you as soon as they come out
xx
Smorgy Pin It
So here is one to catch you guys up on our podcast.
Episode 2:
Fork This - 002 from BJ Carter on Vimeo.
Episode 3:
Fork This - 003 from BJ Carter on Vimeo.
Episode 4:
FTI TV - 004 from BJ Carter on Vimeo.
I promise i'll be less of a slacker in future and get these to you as soon as they come out
xx
Smorgy Pin It
Sunday, June 26, 2011
Friday, June 24, 2011
Monthly Goals Update
I woke up yesterday morning in the mood to blog. But unfortunately my day did not allow that to happen. SOOOO today i decided to make some time to come on a give an update on how my June Goals are going.
With only 6 days left of June AND the fact that i didn't set my goals at the beginning of the month... I think I'm doing pretty well with achieving them.
The first three goals are all ticked and completed.
I FINALLY posted out the earrings that i made back in March. Two lovely ladies i know saw photos of them, told me they liked them and that was it... The earrings were there's. They just had to wait for me to get off my bum and get them in the post. I sent a few extra goodies as well which i wont mention just in case they read this before receiving them.
I made several new things, but nothing jewelry related. I can't really discuss them on here as they are top secret. One of them i will be able to talk about soon though.
I also decided for the moment i would not renew the hosting of www.silhouettesofknights.com. I'll keep the domain going, but put a hold on the hosting for the moment, until i feel more motivated to revamp the website and put some more effort into it.
Changing my hair is still playing on me... I'm kind of thinks about just letting it grow for the moment and see where that takes me... But it always gets to a point that i cannot stand it and since i work right next to my hairdressers, i just go straight up, make an appointment and get it all chopped off again.
I have been blogging a whole lot more recently then i ever have. And i have plans for it to happen even more in the near future. I'm happy to tick that one off my goals list as it's something that gets me motivated to do other things. And when i see that people are actually reading my blogs, commenting on them and enjoying them... That just makes me want to blog even more.
I've gotten my Diana out to play a couple of times... No SLR though. I've take some interesting photos with the diana. On one of them i used the splitzer and it came out really creepy.
Goal number 8 was to continue with my diary.. This i have not done, and don't know that i will this month. But it wasn't high on my list so I'm not too worried about it.
The other three that I'm yet to cross off are 'Find a way to make new friends', 'Listen to more music' and 'Smile!' - I'm working hard on the friends thing but don't quiet know If that will get a tick just yet. Music is always hard fit in because Podcast's take up a lot of my driving time. But I'm making the effort to change that. And lastly, to smile... I think this month I have gotten to a better place in my life and smiled a whole lot more then last month. But i won't tick that off until the end of the month.
So that's an update on my goals... I think I've done pretty well with them and in 6 days i will have to come up with a new list for July.
If anyone has any suggestions of good goals that I should try to achieve. I'd love to hear them
xx
Smorgy
P.P.S: My car (Norman Bates) clicked over to 6,000 this week. I took a video to mark the occasion.
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Monday, June 20, 2011
Surreal
This weekend was one that i will never forget. Around 8 years ago a friends sister at school invited me to a local all age gig to see a band called The Tall Poppies. I remember the nerves. Not knowing what to wear, not knowing what they sounded like and going out with a group of people I'd never hung out with. But i went to this place call TLC and was introduced to a new world.
I met this band that was soo down to earth and friendly, made friends with other fans and developed a love of a new kind of music and a love of badges.
I continued to go again and again seeing other bands and enjoying it all more and more.
Through that scene I was introduced to band forums which i excelled in. To sit in front of a computer all night and post to people i don't know about stuff we both enjoy. Forums are my thing (I mean, i met my partner of 6 years in a band forum so I fully support them).
And then i found a band called Mightyboy. With two of the nicest guys (and the nicest roadie) I've ever met. They were soo welcoming to new fans. I started talking to them all on their forum and MSN chat (back in the day) and never expected that in the future i'd be able to consider them friends.
My first overage gig was a Mightyboy gig. It was an awesome night but when thinking of it the first thing that comes to mind is Broni's Tonka tshirt. I continued to see MB and TPP whenever and where ever i could.
Then, both bands called it quits... 'What am i going to do now?!'
Members started new bands and side projects. And i was lucky enough to be able to continue to follow and support them all as they grew and changed over the years.
Saturday night, these two bands reunited for one final night.. a charity event to raise money to assist children who have been abandoned due to parents drug addictions. Something that i am very much willing to support + two of my old school favourite bands playing again... As if i couldn't go to THAT show.
It was a night of great music. Not only the two bands mentioned about but Broni performed a solo set which is always enjoyable (Especially when your sitting with my mate Jarryd) and gpop did a set as well. It's been quiet some time since I'd seen a gpop set so i was really excited for that too.
There were also two other bands which I'd heard of but never seen. Polar Disco and Cooper Street Exit... Both AMAZING bands which I really enjoyed.
I mentioned my mate Jarryd above. I met Jarryd at a TPP gig. This young little over-excited kid who just made friends with everyone. It seemed fitting that i went to this gig with him.
Watching Mightyboy play made me sooo happy. Speds (the singer) was in his element, and nothing could have knocked smile off his face. They all looked like they had never stopped, like they still play together every weekend. It was great.
I got to sing and bop along to all the songs i still to this day listen to and love.
After MB finished someone arrived who i wasn't expecting to see that night. Jess, who is the friends sister i mention early that brought me into this world of local rock bands. I was soo happy that she was able to come down because it was just the cherry on top of what was already a great night.
There were people i remember from back in the day, who were always at the same gigs as me. And then there were people who have come into the picture since these two bands ended, and came to experience and support this reunion. And they did not go home disappointed.
When TPP came out in there costumes, it was a perfect touch to the evening. Everyone just started jumping and enjoying themselves as the music played. Singing along to the classics. Everyone had a smile on their face by the end of the night.
After they finished i did my rounds to say goodbye to all my mates. People that without these two bands i never would have met and gotten to know over the years. People who I'm proud to call friends.
They are soo amazing and I look forward to continuing to support them for many years to come.
To Gez, Speds, Broni, Gimp, Jarryd, Jess, BJ - You guys are what made this music fan you see before you and i am soo thankful for all that you have shared with the world.
I will always be there bopping along.
xx
Smorgy
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I met this band that was soo down to earth and friendly, made friends with other fans and developed a love of a new kind of music and a love of badges.
I continued to go again and again seeing other bands and enjoying it all more and more.
Through that scene I was introduced to band forums which i excelled in. To sit in front of a computer all night and post to people i don't know about stuff we both enjoy. Forums are my thing (I mean, i met my partner of 6 years in a band forum so I fully support them).
And then i found a band called Mightyboy. With two of the nicest guys (and the nicest roadie) I've ever met. They were soo welcoming to new fans. I started talking to them all on their forum and MSN chat (back in the day) and never expected that in the future i'd be able to consider them friends.
My first overage gig was a Mightyboy gig. It was an awesome night but when thinking of it the first thing that comes to mind is Broni's Tonka tshirt. I continued to see MB and TPP whenever and where ever i could.
Then, both bands called it quits... 'What am i going to do now?!'
Members started new bands and side projects. And i was lucky enough to be able to continue to follow and support them all as they grew and changed over the years.
Saturday night, these two bands reunited for one final night.. a charity event to raise money to assist children who have been abandoned due to parents drug addictions. Something that i am very much willing to support + two of my old school favourite bands playing again... As if i couldn't go to THAT show.
It was a night of great music. Not only the two bands mentioned about but Broni performed a solo set which is always enjoyable (Especially when your sitting with my mate Jarryd) and gpop did a set as well. It's been quiet some time since I'd seen a gpop set so i was really excited for that too.
There were also two other bands which I'd heard of but never seen. Polar Disco and Cooper Street Exit... Both AMAZING bands which I really enjoyed.
I mentioned my mate Jarryd above. I met Jarryd at a TPP gig. This young little over-excited kid who just made friends with everyone. It seemed fitting that i went to this gig with him.
Watching Mightyboy play made me sooo happy. Speds (the singer) was in his element, and nothing could have knocked smile off his face. They all looked like they had never stopped, like they still play together every weekend. It was great.
I got to sing and bop along to all the songs i still to this day listen to and love.
After MB finished someone arrived who i wasn't expecting to see that night. Jess, who is the friends sister i mention early that brought me into this world of local rock bands. I was soo happy that she was able to come down because it was just the cherry on top of what was already a great night.
There were people i remember from back in the day, who were always at the same gigs as me. And then there were people who have come into the picture since these two bands ended, and came to experience and support this reunion. And they did not go home disappointed.
When TPP came out in there costumes, it was a perfect touch to the evening. Everyone just started jumping and enjoying themselves as the music played. Singing along to the classics. Everyone had a smile on their face by the end of the night.
After they finished i did my rounds to say goodbye to all my mates. People that without these two bands i never would have met and gotten to know over the years. People who I'm proud to call friends.
They are soo amazing and I look forward to continuing to support them for many years to come.
To Gez, Speds, Broni, Gimp, Jarryd, Jess, BJ - You guys are what made this music fan you see before you and i am soo thankful for all that you have shared with the world.
I will always be there bopping along.
xx
Smorgy
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Saturday, June 18, 2011
Mutilated Lips 2
I had a request for more of my Mutilated Lips comic.
Here is No. 2 (Which isnt one of my favourites)
xx
Smorgy
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Tuesday, June 14, 2011
Making Friends
I never use to have a problem making friends (I dont think) but these days, it's just work, work, work and since I'm in a small office with few staff i dont really have the opportunity to meet a lot of people my age and create new friends.
One of my goals for this month is to make a new friend and I'm trying to figure out how i can achieve this.
I want this to be a real friend, not just someone i meet one night and add on facebook and that's really all it is, I want someone that i can friends with for years to come. A true friend.
I find myself looking at my facebook feeds and see all the people adding new friends weekly... But i havent added anyone new for a few months.
I get myself in a train of thought.. What are they doing that I'm not? Am i just not a friendly enough person? Why do they make friends so easily?
I get myself in a train of thought.. What are they doing that I'm not? Am i just not a friendly enough person? Why do they make friends so easily?
Then i start to wonder further... These people have over 300 'friends' on there facebook. Are they really friends? Have they physically met these people? Are they people that they went to high school with and was never friends with then but decided to add them anyway? Friends of friends of friends who you met one night out drinking but don't really know? People who they met whilst traveling years ago but have not spoken to since?
If you were to sit down and go through your entire list of friends, How many 'friends' are there who you could remove without making any difference to your facebook life? How many would not be missed from your feeds? How many who probably remove you if they bothered to go through there list?
Even if i went through my list i know i would find people that i know of school but haven't seen for 6+ years and having spoken to for almost as long, People who i dont ever hang out with, People that don't make a difference to my life by being my facebook friend.
I see people add new friends on a daily basis... It seems soo excessive to me, but maybe it's just because i don't do that myself. I don't accept everyone who asks me to be their 'friend'.
I want my list to be of actual friends... People that i plan to be friends with for a very long time.. I want people who I enjoy hearing from and reading updates about.
I've been told I should just bug people until they like me.
But that's not me... Bugging someone until they become my friend. If i have to bug them into it, then obviously it's not something they want and why should i put in so much of an effort?
But that's not me... Bugging someone until they become my friend. If i have to bug them into it, then obviously it's not something they want and why should i put in so much of an effort?
I feel like to make more friends i need to change the person i am... But i don't want to do that either. There are plenty of people who like me for me so why be someone else to make friends who probably won't be real.
I've tried to organise group dinners and meetups in the past but they always seem to fail so I've given up on organising things. And I find when my partner and I do hang out with a group, they are more interested in talking to my partner and I'm on the side lines just watching.
Do I need to be a different person?
Do I need to join a group of some kind?
Or do I just have to continue to be myself and accept that I have a small group of great friends and that's better than a huge number of facebook 'friends'? Pin It
Monday, June 6, 2011
Fork This - Episode 1 is out!!
Hey guys just a quick blog to let you know that Fork This episode 1 is now up in iTunes.
You can go, subscribe and get our epsiodes as they go up (EVERY SUNDAY).
Or you can go our website and check them out there.
Another option, for the lazy people out there (like me), i've embedded it below for your viewing pleasure :)
Enjoy and let us know what you think
Fork This Episode 1 from BJ Carter on Vimeo.
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Thursday, June 2, 2011
Fork This
So my partner BJ Carter and I have decided to start a video podcast called 'Fork This'.
I've thought of many ways to try and explain it and i just cannot find the right words to really make it sound awesome.
It's going to be little videos of the two of us. We'll do cooking episodes, advernture episodes, flashbacks on our travels, updates on our lives... pretty much anything and everything.
I thought it was a great idea to start this podcast because we have soo many friends overseas and this gives them an opportunity to see what we are upto and where life is taking us.
But also i thought it would be a lot of fun and a way to show our odd side to the world.
We've finally appeared in iTunes (After waiting about a week) and The first episode will air this Sunday 5th June.
Subscribe... Tell your friends... Follow us on facebook... and let us know what you think and what you want to see in future episodes.
Here is our Trailer:
Fork This Promo from BJ Carter on Vimeo.Tuesday, May 31, 2011
That's a keeper!
I'm one of those people that keeps everything. Good or bad, i have a a hard copy, a soft copy and a few backups. I don't know why i've just always kept things.
I think it's because weather the memory is good or bad, i dont want to forget the things that have happened in my life.
Tonight i was browsing through some old logos and things i've designed over the years and i came across a comic i did in 2006. It was called 'Mutilated Lips'. There were 8 in total but looking back i only really like 6 of them.
I thought i'd share the first one with you guys.
Let me know what you think of my strange comic.
xx
Smorgy
PS: I also re-arranged my blog layout a bit and added some badges for other blogs and sites i like. If you would like yours on their, email me a badge and ill get it up :)
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Saturday, February 26, 2011
Broni Album Launch
Last night i got to get see my mate Broni launch his new album 'To Get Her Together'.
It was an awesome night at The Wesley Ann in Northcote. The night started off with Broni great friend Gimp making a surprise appearance. He has been traveling overseas for some time now and flew back just for the gig.
It was an awesome night at The Wesley Ann in Northcote. The night started off with Broni great friend Gimp making a surprise appearance. He has been traveling overseas for some time now and flew back just for the gig.
The opening act was SheBlondeSwede and it was brillant. He got the crowd singing along and warmed up for when Broni went on stage.
It was a nice intimate venue and was a night enjoyed by all.
The reason i bring up this gig is (not only because of how awesome the album is) because i made some new merch for Broni. Keyrings, Zipper Pulls and magnets. And while i was creating these i decided to make some Broni earrings to wear to the special occasion.
The earrings came out awesomely adorable but with my little ears and oddly shaped head they didn't really suit me so i didn't end up wearing them on the night. BUT i wanted you (all two of you) to see them.
Modeling them...
And they even suit the guys...
Let me know what you think. Oh and please go check out Broni's album. At the moment you can choose your own price to get the digital download and i tell you it's worth every cent you can spent. So get it now!
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Wednesday, January 5, 2011
50 New-To-Me Movies for 2010
In 2010 i decided to try and watch 50 movies I'd never seen before and i managed to succeed (squeezing two in on the 31/12/10).
Here is a list of what i saw
January:
- Fantastic Mr Fox – 4/5 – Very enjoyed the animation and story. Definitely not a children’s film.
- Degrassi goes to Hollywood – 3/5 – Wasn’t like watching Degrassi, but still fun to watch.
- Iron Man – 3/5 – Even though not much really happens I enjoyed watching it. I don’t know if it’s just because it’s Robert Downey Jr or because it was good :P
- Nine – 2/5 – Completely cut all of Kate Hudson and it would be watchable again. But it’s no Chicago.
- Mary and Max – 4/5 – Animation was awesome, Story was fucked up but I loved it
February:
- Synecdoche New York – 1/5 – I just hated it. DONT WATCH THIS!!!
- Funny People – 3/5 – I enjoyed it, it was better then I heard it would be. Long but actually funny.
- Running with Scissors – 2.5-3/5 – I was shocked to find out it was a based on a true story. It was crazy (literally).
March:
- Alice in Wonderland – 2/5 – It was alright but not great. Tim Burton needs to stop ‘burtonizing’ every movie ever made and write his own again.
- He’s just not that into you – 2/5 – It wasn’t fantastic. Your typical chick flick with the happy ending. But I liked it
- Post Grad – 2/5 – It was an average film. Only watched it because Alexis Bledel was in it. But it had a pretty big cast.
- Kick Ass – 4/5 – BRILLANT!!
- The men who stare at goats – 2.5/5 – I enjoyed it. It was a little silly, but wasn’t a waste of time.
- My name is Bruce – 2.5/5 – Oh my god… hahaa. I wasn’t expecting anything special and it was soo stupid, but sooo brillant.
- Cop Out – 3/5 – It was great. Very funny.
- Harold & Kumar 2 – 2.5/5 – Yes a lower rating but only because its not a masterpiece. It is however very funny and stupid
April:
- Nick and Norah’s Infinite Playlist – 3.5/5 – A fun movie, without being stupid.
- Whatever Works – 2/5 – Who’d of thought Larry David could be worse then he is in Curb.
- Where the wild things are – 3/5 – Beautiful film. Amazing costumes. But I worry if I think about it too much ill like it less.
- 27 Dresses – 2/5 – Its predictable but not boring. I love the comment ‘its great because you can shorten it and wear it again’
May:
- Rachel’s Getting Married – 2.5/5 – I was not expecting an arthouse movie so I was a bit surprised. It was a bit all over the shop and a lot didn’t make sense (eg: Indian themed attire for the wedding).
- Whip It – 3.5/5 – I really enjoyed this film
- Iron Man 2 – 4/5 – GREAT!
- Best In Show – 3/5 – Funny mockumatery of a dog show
June:
July:
- Paper Heart – 3/5 – It had it’s funny moments but I was expecting it to be funnier
- Toy Story 3 – 4.5/5 – Beautiful way to finish up that trilogy
- Inception – 4/5 – Very well done.. Wrapped up in the end perfectly
August:
- Im Reed Fish – 2/5 – Wasn’t anything special. Was expecting it to be better
- Hot Tub Time Machine – 5/5 – BRILLANT!!!
- She’s Out of Your League – 2/5 – Wasn’t terrible, had funny moments
- Band Slam – 2/5 – Was entertaining.. Put it on to fall asleep to but watched the entire movie
- Scott Pilgrim vs The World – 2/5 – Wasn’t as good as people said it was
- Wedding Crashers – 2/5 - Laughed a bit but nothing really memorable
- + watched half of 'I Love You Man' (Haven't counted it as i haven't finished it)
September:
- The Karate Kid – 2/5 – Enjoyable but not fantastic (I love Jackie Chan)
- Streetdance – 1/5 – Soo bad but had to finish it
- Sherlock Holmes – 2.5/5 – Not as good as I thought it’d be
October:
- I’m still here – 4/5 – Very different but good.
- Easy A – 4/5 – It was entertaining!
- Buried – 4/5 – Very different. And thankfully they didn’t fuck up the ending
November:
- The Social Network – 4/5 – well written, well acted
- Jackass 3D – 5/5 – Hilarious
- The First Daughter – 1/5 – Poo
- The Bunny House – 2/5 – Funny… ‘Mysterious’
- The Vicious Kind – 4/5 - I dont know what to say. Wow
December:
- Forgetting Sarah Marshall – 3/5 - Enjoyable. Cant complain when VM is involved
- Sex and the City Movie – 1/5 - Terrible
- Dukes of Hazzard – 2/5 - Watchable.
- Harry Potter and the Deadly Hollows – 4/5 - It was made to line everything up for the final part... And it did that very well
- The Actors – 2.5/5 – I wasn’t really in the mood for it I don’t think, but it was enjoyable
- When in Rome – 3/5 – I loved the cast, it was goofy but fun
Saturday, August 14, 2010
Shrink Plastic
I've found a new favourite craft.
Shrink Plastic.
I have had a few goes of it and have come up with some awesome pieces of jewelry.
I've uploaded some photos to flickr and facebook for everyone to see. They wont be available on my website until the end of September as i and going oversea's for a month.
I have a few more photos to put up of some really special pieces i made but i can't just yet as they are presents for some friends.
Let me know what you think.
xx
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Saturday, June 19, 2010
No Motivation
I haven't been blogging lately because I've not been feeling very creative lately.
I don't know if it's the weather or the full time job but when i do get some time on the weekends to myself the last thing I've felt like doing is making something.
I haven't gotten many online ordered from my website which has left me unmotivated to create new things and put them up. I have gotten any negative feedback, and the site is getting well over 300 hits a month, but nothing is coming from it.
I was thinking about taking it down but I'm still not sure.
I usually get motivated when a birthday comes around and i that a creative gift would be nice, but there haven't really been any recently.
On top of working full time i am also saving and planning for a trip back to the USA. I'm excited for when i get there and i get to go to their craft stores... I will bring back some awesome new supplies which will hopefully get me more motivated.
If anyone has any suggestions of what they might like to see on my site, I would love the feedback.
xx
Smorgy
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Tuesday, March 23, 2010
More Resin Fun
I spent my Sunday messing around with some ideas and trying something's I'd never done before.
For more pictures and descriptions please go to My Silhouettes Of Knights Facebook Page
xx
Smorgy
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Monday, March 15, 2010
Resin Course
I had an awesome weekend, let me tell you.
As some of you know i had a bit of trouble with my resin when i first started using it. I was getting a LOT of bubbles and really wasn't happy with my finished products. So this Saturday i went out to Richmond and dis a Resin Jewelry course to see if i was doing something wrong or if i just got a bad batch.
I came out of the course with a beautiful matching ring and cuff bracelet set. And a not soo beautiful one. hehehheee.
My Success!
The successful one came out as a shimmery copper colour. I think it is just stunning.
The failure. Was ment to be a transparent orange with black wire embedded inside. With others on the day having complications also, we decided the failure was due to a bad batch of resin. Which is a shame because it would have been super cool.
I bought some more supplies whilst there. More colours and I have a heap of ideas to test out.
I'm going to make some different molds and have a play with colours and embedding and ill see what i can come up with.
I would love you know what you think of the bangle and ring styles in my pictures. The Copper one is a cuff, with a square top ring, the reject is a unusual shape with a ripple around the outside of it, and a square ring which waves in and out.
xx
Smorgy
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